Lets gamble, with time – with vulnerability,
we have ninety-nine days till 2026.
it been a long time since i seen my face
my smile again, let’s gamble away my fear.
lets gamble away the time, and by the end of the year
maybe by the thanksgiving parade,
ill not have enough money to pay for this website,
or I’ll have some sort of revenue from
Sd. website or other random job,
which could income really from what – iam a writer – brand deals? is that all their is,
a way to market myself, my integrity, or
or can we be authentic with each other,
i need you to buy the book. it’s well done.
it’s really about erasure.
but, right now lets be clear its not done, it’s close
but, to get there, to get here,
where, I have to travel is cold and they talk backwards,
sounds of spinning plates sitting upon the horizon.
ninety nine days,
ninety nine balloons,
ninety nine spinning plates,
forty five and a half chapters.
can i do it?
will anyone want to read this when its done?